| | Current Music: | underOath - What else would I listen to? | | Time: | 12:09 pm | | Current Mood: | content |
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| | MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!!! | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment  |
| | Subject: | Pics | | Time: | 10:24 am |
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Yup, that's my new car. Not a Christmas present unfortunately, I have to pay for it...... for 5 long years, but alas, it is mine! | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment  |
| Seemed to stop my breath My head on your chest Waiting to cave in From the botom of my... Hear your voice again Could we dim the sun And wonder where we've been Maybe you and me So kiss me like you did My heart stopped beating Such a softer sin
(I'm melting, I'm melting) In your eyes I lost my place Could stay a while
And I'm melting In your eyes Like my first time That I caught fire Just stay with me Lay with me Now
Never caught my breath Every second I'm without you I'm a mess Ever know each other Trust these words are stones why cuts aren't healing Learning how to love
I'm melting (I'm melting) In your eyes I lost my place Could stay a while And I'm melting In your eyes Like my first time That I caught fire Just stay with me Lay with me (Stay with me lay with me now)
You could stay and watch me fall And of course I'll ask for help Just stay with me now Take my hand We could take our heads off stay in bed just make love that's all Just stay with me now
I'm melting (I'm melting) In your eyes I lost my place Could stay a while and I'm melting
In your eyes Like my first time That I caught fire Just stay with me Lay with me In your eyes I lost my place Could stay a while And I'm melting In your eyes Like my first time That I caught fire Just stay with me lay with me (Stay with me, lay with me)
In your eyes Lets sleep til the sun burns out I'm melting in your eyes (I'm melting in your eyes) Let's leave til the sun burns out I'm melting in your eyes | comments: Leave a comment  |
| | Current Music: | Funeral for a Friend | | Time: | 08:45 pm | | Current Mood: | calm |
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| | My damn birthday is coming up this next week. Thursday to be exact. I'll be 21. Horray :-\ | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment  |
| | Current Music: | "It's Dangerous Walking Out Your Front Door" - Underoath | | Subject: | No need/No time | | Time: | 05:15 pm | | Current Mood: | confused |
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| No need and no time to talk about my life right now :-\
But instead I'll let everyone know about the concert that you all should be going to!
November 3rd - Atreyu AND Funeral for a Friend (yes, I am not lying)
Someone had told me about this a while ago, but they did not tell me that either of these two bands were playing, but instead said "Taking Back Sunday is coming to town!" and I responded by asking her who was playing with them, and she idiotically said "I don't know. No one else good."
Stupid emo whore | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment  |
| | Current Music: | Marilyn Manson - "Personal Jesus" | | Subject: | Weekend | | Time: | 09:26 pm | | Current Mood: | cheerful |
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| | This weekend was great. That's about all there is to it. | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment  |
| | Current Music: | Underoath - "Young and Aspiring" | | Subject: | Weekend | | Time: | 02:22 pm | | Current Mood: | awake |
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| Fuck not getting enough sleep and then going to work in the morning.
I felt really shitty this morning, but I'm feeling better now finally. Probably just looking forward to getting off work and this afternoon/tonight. :D
Went to Mile's house last night. Everyone was trashed, and of course I didn't drink. I was driving, but could have got Mike to drive for me, but I'm just not a big drinker, what can I say? About to be 21 in a few weeks and I care nothing about drinking.... oh well. | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment  |
| | Current Music: | Funeral For a Friend - "Escape Artists Never Die" | | Subject: | Today | | Time: | 08:58 pm | | Current Mood: | cheerful |
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| Work work and more work.
Haven't done anything else today except work. Haven't interacted with anyone other than the people at work today, oh, except my parents, and....thats it I think. Oh, I called Lauren, other than that, nope.
Boredom is starting to set in now..... and its 9pm. Hmm.....
I think I want to buy a new pair of shoes, but I don't really need to be spending money on that shit when I have a perfectly good pair of shoes and school starts in 2 weeks!!! EEK!
51% off of Snap-On tools is going to own my bank account, but in a year or two it will really pay itself off with a quickness. BMW doesn't realize it yet, but they are going to be buying me and my significant other at the time brand new Bimmers :D | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment  |
| | Current Music: | "We're All To Blame" - Sum41 | | Subject: | Rant | | Time: | 07:10 pm | | Current Mood: | content |
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| Work sucked, just like always. I had to run by school to drop off my Hope form and pick up the scores to my stupid placement exam. What a surprise, I placed in the courses, wow!
I'm about go eat my weekly Fudruckers for 50% off with Mike. :D :D
.....school starts soon :D :-D - for once in my life, I'm excited about school, but not so much about the time at work I will lose (= loss in money), but luckily school wont take any time away from the time I usually have to spend with all my friends.
I'm really excited about one of my new friends I've been hanging out with too. Just happens to be one of the coolest people I've met in a LONG time..... | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment  |
| | Current Music: | "No Phone" - Cake | | Subject: | :D | | Time: | 12:41 am | | Current Mood: | happy |
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| Wow, what an awesome night after a shitty day at work.
:D :D :D | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment  |
| | Current Music: | "Soco Ameretto Lime" - Brand New | | Subject: | GRRRR | | Time: | 08:32 pm | | Current Mood: | creative |
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| Everytime I listen to music, especially Brand New, I want to write new songs. I've actually been pretty successful with it lately, but of course I still do not have a band.
IF ANYONE KNOWS OF MUSICIANS THAT WANT TO BE IN A BAND OR NEED A GUITARIST LET ME KNOW!!! (HARDCORE/HARDROCK - ala Atreyu, As I Lay Dying, Underoath, etc....)
K, now that I got that off my chest. Now for some more lyrics time.
Sudden Death In California - Brand New
Last night I swallowed liquor and a lighter and this morning I threw up fire But it's nothing new I've been piecing it together and it's got something to do with every look thrown like a knife across a crowded room And every slow and quiet car ride I spent drinking in the backseat Every stupid melody to every stupid song, and every stupid word that everybody's hanging on
What difference does this difference in age make? I know how it ends... she'll kill me quick. Call 911, I'm already dead but someone should be caught and held responsible for this bloody mess
Last night I fell asleep next to a liar and I woke up with a shiner And it's all that I remember from a night spent lying on my back with a view of a stone white ceiling and the back of your head And this quiet dark bed feels like the middle of nowhere And we beat each other up just like we always do When I'm talking to myself I'd always rather be talking to you
What difference does this difference in age make? I know how it ends... she'll kill me quick. Call 911, I'm already dead but someone should be caught and held responsible for this bloody mess
Call homicide, take the case to court Cause her lips taste like a loaded gun I'm her number one chalk outline on the floor
They hung her from the bridge on Monday The gathering turned to a mob out on the lawn They dropped her body in the river School and work returned to normal before long (before long... and no one will mention any of this again)
Call 911, I'm already dead but someone should be caught and held responsible for this bloody mess
Call homicide, take the case to court Cause her lips taste like a loaded gun I'm her number one chalk outline on the floor
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| | Current Music: | Atreyu - "Demonology and Heartache" | | Subject: | asdfasdf | | Time: | 10:29 pm | | Current Mood: | crappy |
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| Why is it that everytime I meet someone that seems so incredible, thing always seem like they could never work out.... :-\
....sometimes I just wish I didn't care. | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment  |
| | Current Music: | Brand New - "Play Crack the Sky" | | Time: | 08:57 pm | | Current Mood: | contemplative |
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| Just wanted to add these lyrics. I never usually pay attention to lyrics, but these are exceptional and from one of my favorite all time songs. It's one of those songs that everytime I hear it I think to myself "Damn, if I wrote a song like this, I could live my life forever happy."
This story's old but it goes on and on until we disappear Calm me and let me taste the salt you breathed while you were underneath I am the one that haunts your dreams of mountains sunk below the sea I spoke the words but never gave a thought to what they all could mean I know that this is what you want, a funeral keeps both of us apart You know that you are not alone, need you like water in my lungs
Brand New - "Play Crack the Sky"
P.S. - I don't normally listen to the stereotypical "EMO" music, but this cd is exceptional, everyone should own a copy and listen to it from beginning to end. | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment  |
| | Current Music: | As I Lay Dying : 94 Hours | | Subject: | Bleh | | Time: | 07:59 pm | | Current Mood: | blah |
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| Went to school yesterday to take a stupid placement test.... It was fucking easy. At least I dont have to take some damn remedial math or some stupid shit like that. GRRRR! Should have just transfered my Calculus credit so they would know I'm not an idiot like 95% of the people there.
Worked today. Went by pretty quick, which is always good. Came straight home, well after stopping by Circuit City to get a cd :-\
The Internet is finally back up at my house and I'm so fucking happy its rediculous. I was going through some major withdrawl, it was horrible. You would have thought I was coming off of a heroin binge or something.
Well, we are half way through the week, and it is officially shitty so far. Maybe things will change for the better on the second half. | comments: Leave a comment  |
| | Current Music: | Dieselboy - "The Dungeonmaster's Guide" | | Subject: | thinking | | Time: | 03:46 pm | | Current Mood: | pessimistic |
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| I know its not a good thing to do, but somehow I always manage to push away the things that make me mad or frustrated. I just put a mental block on that kind of stuff and act like it never happened.
Last night, I was just sitting in the living room at 4am with the lights completely off thinking too myself. Thinking about all the things that have happened over the past 2 months or so, and it's really mind blowing, even to me.
There are things that I've almost completely decided I will never understand, and don't even need to worry about understanding anymore. But is it really that easy? No.
How is it, that one day things can be one way, then the very next, without warning, be flipped around 180 degrees. I tried looking for explanations, went straight to the source even, nothing. What a surprise. Fuck it. | comments: Leave a comment  |
| Bleh, I fucking hate the end of the week. Because it gives me a chance to look back at what I didnt accomplish for the day. Things are unusual for me right now anyways, I guess this is my only way to take a breath and I can barely do that as I type this now.
Too many things going on at once, bleh, I need to stop typing before I really hurtmyself. | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment  |
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